Irrelevantly Relevant

The most irrelevant thing in life is being relevant all the time. To see what is relevant and trying to be one can be very tiresome. What is the relevancy of life, we cannot stop figuring out after long dizzying ride along the beauty and the daily spectrum of it. One minute you stand on your feet and start to step aside and look around yourself 360 degrees and see how your life has become too relevant according to the standard of well being. You are social economically in the middle of the tight string that keeping yourself in the workforce such a relevant issue. Your academic background becomes irrelevant in front of the decadent lure of your downspiralling career of corporate slave, lurks in the darkness pushing the irrelevant dream you always shove back into the shelf of your cowardice. It is a matter of survivorship that makes life relevant. 

It is not a great wonderment then when you have your own mental check list of getting the goal of your life: being relevant, because you are definitely not. You are politically deprived and taking leisure too seriously, young yet fearful, seemingly ambitious only in area of running away since you only know the opposite of want. To be relevant is something that you are not, ergo you are irrelevant anyway. Back to square one, life can be so irrelevantly relevant.